:: Daughter of Poseidon ::

On October 2, 2011, it was a very important day. That day was my graduation ceremony of diploma. That means I was officially graduated from Tarc ''diploma''. It was just diploma, not degree. Yet, it's a very important and memorable day for my parent and me. It was the first time for my parent to attend the convocation. They're so excited :p The day before convocation, our family still went for a photo shoot at Bukit Mertajam, DeeEgg. The photos can only be taken after 1 month. How long! Um.. back to convocation that day.. That day, my parent and my sisters and me, all of us woke up in the early morning-3am. How good they're. Thanks. We reached Kampar at 7am. My daddy drove very fast that day. XD Oops, I was not feeling well that day. I just ate 2 half-boiled eggs in the morning. Headache, gastric and the gown made me super duper not feeling well at convocation's hall. Hate! I brought a lot of inconveniences to others. Sorry my dear friends:) Thanks fo

人世间有太多太多的烦恼 有时候 我宁愿自己从来没有出生过 这样 我这杞人忧天 多愁善感 胡思乱想的性格 也不曾出现 我很累 我活得很累 眼前的东西是真是假 是满是空 我都不知 我能信谁? 眼泪盈满了眼眶 命已经不好了 为什么还来打击我 我能怎样?杀了我自己吗? 能预测别人 也预测到自己 预言能力 可不可就此消失 努力地想改变一切 却换来一场晴天霹雳的哭泣 心是有血有肉的 不是你疼的时候 我并不疼 我很累 不懂自己在写着什么 脑里一直想着 如果我从来都没出生过就好 如果我可以消失掉就好 如果...

What am I thinking now? Practically, I have no idea. I just know I'm tired, not only physical but also mental. One of my friends told me, how hardworking am I, I also can't get what I want. Yep. I definitely know about that. My mind and heart are overwhelmed by stress and sadness. I keep thinking that question that questioned by my friend. I know I'm poor. Sometimes, I think I'm superfluous person. Why I keep thinking like that? Have you ever thought like that? I wish to have a new haircut. I want to cut my hair short like Tavia Yeong Yi. I'm fed up with my long hair. But I don't have the courage to cut it. I really hate long hair!!! I wished I were a dumb person. Normally, I like to talk. But if I say I don't wish to talk, I really mean it. Ugh..Totally no idea what am I thinking! Good night= =

情绪不稳定 不知如何放松 多亏了你 聆听我的烦恼 为我擦去不值得的眼泪 给我温暖 谢谢 :')

Bad news..I have to attend class on Saturday morning. Yawning.. Can I say NO? I have no enough sleep.:( KL is a complicated state. Lol. It's hard for me to adapt myself in such complicated and stressed place. I'm taking ACCA course. This is not an hasty decision. I have pondered over a lot of questions..Is it suitable for me? Am I competent enough?... I have a simple wish. I just wish that no 'FAIL' appears on my results.  Just try my best.. Arghh..I so miss my loverboy.. What the hell..Why I keep missing him? = =lll He stays at PV3 which is far away from here PV10. I wish you were here :) A lot of pretty girls and not-very-handsome boys here. LOL.. I'm not interested at all. My boy always called me learn to make up and dress up.  Hmm..Is it a good thing for me? As you know, I hate to make up. Oh..well, I'm lazy. Boy, I don't wish my skin will be looked like 50-year-old skin at the age of 30. Also, I'm bashful..LOL. I have no enough confidence in wear