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Give up. I want to give up everything I have. Desperate life... Tears shed comes like waterfall.non-stop.. I hope someone can let me voice out my trouble. Listen to what I say without scolding me. I'm fed up with this kind of life. I'm pessimistic girl. I don't know I'll do what kind of thing on next. I hate myself..

F&L

Friendship and Love. Does everybody can balance both of them? No, no one I think. Normally, most of people said that there is no worth for 'em to make friend with a person who just cares about love. Um.. I don't quite agree with this. This is because once you fell in love, you will definitely act like that too. I am a girl who always having problems between love and friendship. Lol. I admit I can't handle very well. You can't blame me what. But, I will not forget those friends who treat me truly, heartily and sincerely. Also, I will be very nice to them. I will not hurt them. :) I am very loyal to my friends. You call me zip my mouth, I zip. However, surely you will lose my trust once you cheated me. I just wanted to share my thoughts. No offence. A true friend will not purposely neglect you, trust me. There must be a reason. And I think friends are not supposed to accompany you everyday, they also have their own personal space, right? So, plea...

Out of control

It's undeniable that I love you so much. Our love story is unspeakably sweet. But, I afraid of something. I'm worried that something will keep hurting our relationship. Why? Why I'm so timid? I hate myself. I hate so much. I'm a psycho. I need a treatment urgently! My mind is out of control.......

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有时在想 环境会不会改变一个人? 有时在想 坏境会不会改变友情或爱情? 其实 坏境真的会改变以上所示. 如果可以 我希望我从来不来 我讨厌自己心里复杂的心态 我讨厌自己压力而喘不过气的感觉 我 讨厌我自己 我 很坏 我一直伤害着我的家人我的爱人 我 真的很坏 上天 为什么你让我遇到他 却在多年以后告诉我一个我不想听的结局 我是多么地崇拜你 欣赏你 可是就是因为你的一句话 搞到我今日神经兮兮 伤害了无数人 什么叫顺其自然? 我真的做得到吗? 有时在想 活在这世上 很累 很累 很累

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最近的我 喜欢上了齐豫 他的声音 多么美妙 天籁之声啊 最近的我 喜欢上了佛歌 平静了我的心 慢慢镇定了心魔 这首歌 我找了很久 终于找到了 我最喜欢的佛歌 哈哈 觉得我很老古董 跟妈妈一样 爱唱老歌 爱听佛歌 希望心魔会消失 我要努力 啊!!!!!!!!! ^^

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活着真累 担心这个 担心那个 害怕这个 害怕那个 我好累 累得所有东西都想放弃 很想去三角洲 被吸入异度空间 消失在这个世上 有时想走进森林 看是不是真的有世外桃源 这个世界 我活得真得好累 好累 好累 时间 不可能后退 但可不可以停住 我好累 我想休息..了..

CB恶魔

我心中有个恶魔 我要战胜它! 我不要它来控制我 应该是我控制它! 你跟我滚出来!! 不允许你再伤害我的人! !!!!!!!