Tired of my life

How long I have not been around...

I can't believe I have been gone for one year.

Blog, I miss you...

I have no intention to neglect you, trust me.

I'm just too exhausted and there is no spare time for me to filling you with my feelings.

What is life? I'm tired.

To fake a smile in front of the people I dislike?

To force myself to accept the hell life? 

There is so politic in this environment.

People appear to be politicians.

And I'm just a useless foreign worker.

My life is full of question marks.

I'm like driving in the thick fog, there is unknown destination. 

God, would you save me from this hell?

I want my situation to be different. 

I want a healthy body and healthy life.

Hope God hears my prayers.