Say bye to "ML"

Taking medical leave for 2 days.

I had bad nights. Turned and tossed in the bed all night long.

I can't sleep well because of having overnight cough.

Well...

I'm going back to work tomorrow.

It's quite down when I need to face the people I dislike, the work that never ending.

I'm still wondering about what job suits me?

Um... Can't find someone to talk to.

I couldn't whine to everyone I meet.

I just can bury my real feelings in my heart. 

I feel useless. Am I really...useless? 

I gradually lost interest in living.

I know such a thing shouldn't have occurred to a 24-year-old lady. 

I was born to be happy and healthy, not to work in a hell.

When I noticed many people were leaving the company because of their health issue, I started to feel scared and vulnerable.

Hope I will not be one of them.

Why can such bloody hell firm operate in this world?

Can you earn money without considering staffs'health and feelings? It's that worth?

One day, I'm gonna find myself back.

I hope I can leave the place that not belongs to me asap.

Fingers crossed and hope God hears my prayers.