Taking medical leave for 2 days. I had bad nights. Turned and tossed in the bed all night long. I can't sleep well because of having overnight cough. Well... I'm going back to work tomorrow. It's quite down when I need to face the people I dislike, the work that never ending. I'm still wondering about what job suits me? Um... Can't find someone to talk to. I couldn't whine to everyone I meet. I just can bury my real feelings in my heart. I feel useless. Am I really...useless? I gradually lost interest in living. I know such a thing shouldn't have occurred to a 24-year-old lady. I was born to be happy and healthy, not to work in a hell. When I noticed many people were leaving the company because of their health issue, I started to feel scared and vulnerable. Hope I will not be one of them. Why can such bloody hell firm operate in this world? Can you earn money without considering...
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How long I have not been around... I can't believe I have been gone for one year. Blog, I miss you... I have no intention to neglect you, trust me. I'm just too exhausted and there is no spare time for me to filling you with my feelings. What is life? I'm tired. To fake a smile in front of the people I dislike? To force myself to accept the hell life? There is so politic in this environment. People appear to be politicians. And I'm just a useless foreign worker. My life is full of question marks. I'm like driving in the thick fog, there is unknown destination. God, would you save me from this hell? I want my situation to be different. I want a healthy body and healthy life. Hope God hears my prayers.
First thing I would like to announce is... My eldest sister just got married. Happy Married Life, Tan Hui Ping! We'll always support you no matter what you decide to do. Do always remember there is no place like HOME. HOME is your shelter, your reliable warmth, and always open to you. =D My mum and my sister. Our family resemblance is strong especially our dimples..haha But, this pix did not show our resemblance. :p Mum and Shura, I miss you all so much. =') How great if you all were here, then the feeling of loneliness would have disappeared. I'm fucking miss you. =') Did you guy get shocked?! Haha Yea.. I went clubbing with this funny-gentle-fishball girl. We went 1 Altitude in Singapore with free entrance. >< We went Altimate club (Level 61) and also the Altitude Gallery Bar (Level 63). Imagine standing on the tallest point of the Singapore, you could experience like standing on the top of the world. Dalang~...
It's been a while I dint write about my life.. Um.. It's unbelievably to say that I have been workings in singapore for 3 months. At first, I felt freaking stressed as I have neither working experience nor internship that required by company prior to working. Anyhow, I perceived myself as lucky person as I obtained many interview opportunities in 2 weeks's time. Thank you so much for those who support me all the while especially my family and besties. Genuinely, you guys made me who I am today. This is a recent pix of me! Haha I look older than before, don't you think so? :) or mature? Blek :p My messy hair, Arsenal jersey, and a sweet smile! Laughing** BUT!! I'm fat now! Fxxk! How sad.. :'( I'm going to keep fit soon! One year ago, I was in England. One year after, I'm in Singapore. Frankly speaking, I miss England so badly. It's the best summer I ever have. No matter how fast the time flies, the memories will still in my mind and it will last f...