Create memories you will reminisce and talk or view about it in your elder years. So before 2017 ends, I would like to write a short retrospective of year 2017. 2017 was a weird year like a roller coaster ride with huge ups and huge down. Nonetheless, everything bad was a lesson learnt and a blessing in disguise. Okay..let's move forward.. July 15 was a red-letter day for me... Yes! he took a knee to the ground and proposed to me, with a diamond ring. Of course I said Yes!*beaming The absolute surprising part was his birthday party became our marriage proposal. His birthday was lingering near, I wanted to give him an unique birthday surprise. So, I booked a private yacht which cost RM1,400 per day at Puteri Harbour with a deposit of RM750 one week before his birthday party. The private yacht has maximum capacity of 20 adults. Then, I created a wechat group and invited 20 of his close friends to discuss his birthday party's arrangement. Everything went s...
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I used to be a negative person I used to grumble about my life Thoughts of suicide, had once appeared on my fucking mind That was a most stupid thought ever I tried to banish it and I did it How I did it? Answer: YOGA. The practices of Yoga helped me to take back control of my life It eases my mind It saved my precious life You never know how miraculous the yoga is until you try it Negative thoughts would ruin one's life It may steal or break your happiness for the present moment and maybe...future It may hurt your family, your relationships and everyone who cares about you We do read a lot of motivational and inspirational quotes from social media sites but not everyone remembers the quotes and applies its true meaning We can't live a positive life with negative mind Most of the people are guilty of living our lives in the past Stop dwelling on the past We should appreciate PAST for all the lessons given and let ...
在这个平凡下午 忽然想起了这个部落格 好久都没更新了 时间跑得比任何东西都快 一不小心就改变了很多人事物 我都芳龄25岁了 却还不知道自己想要的是什么 我长大了 却没有以前的勇气 我长大了 才知道人生迷路真的很可怕 我长大了 才知道自己没以前好动了 我长大了 才知道自己没以前拼了 我长大了 真心朋友越来越少 我长大了 我身边的过客越来越多 我长大了 我学会了接受和拒绝 我长大了 才知道健康很重要 我长大了 才知道时间很重要 现在的我 还没开始工作 我还在想 上天到底安排了什么样的工作 我真的能胜任下一个工作吗 我一直知道上天很疼爱我 我很感恩我是那位没有被上天放弃的 或许 我曾经失望 但我知道上天有他的理由 我期待 上天给我的安排 我知道 上天要我成为怎样 我们都要把自己照顾好 好到遗憾无法打扰 ❤
Emo post again. Currently doing audit fieldwork in client place. Not in the right mood to do work. Recently, there were so many things happened around me. One of my friends, who have been framed as "mistress", having an affair with my another friend's husband. In fact, there was nothing between the "mistress" and her husband. However, a status was posted by his wife, the rumors then spread just in a flash. Isn't it a small world? This is so sarcastic! I shouldn't be a busybody..but I have fucked up with this incident. Their parents hurt the most in this incident. Sighing...Trying not to bother it... Tomorrow is another day. I don't wish to work. I am physically, mentally and emotionally tired. Hope can quit from this job as fast as I could. But.... Before that, hope all my audit cases can go smoothly. God Bless Me. 我相信
Taking medical leave for 2 days. I had bad nights. Turned and tossed in the bed all night long. I can't sleep well because of having overnight cough. Well... I'm going back to work tomorrow. It's quite down when I need to face the people I dislike, the work that never ending. I'm still wondering about what job suits me? Um... Can't find someone to talk to. I couldn't whine to everyone I meet. I just can bury my real feelings in my heart. I feel useless. Am I really...useless? I gradually lost interest in living. I know such a thing shouldn't have occurred to a 24-year-old lady. I was born to be happy and healthy, not to work in a hell. When I noticed many people were leaving the company because of their health issue, I started to feel scared and vulnerable. Hope I will not be one of them. Why can such bloody hell firm operate in this world? Can you earn money without considering...
How long I have not been around... I can't believe I have been gone for one year. Blog, I miss you... I have no intention to neglect you, trust me. I'm just too exhausted and there is no spare time for me to filling you with my feelings. What is life? I'm tired. To fake a smile in front of the people I dislike? To force myself to accept the hell life? There is so politic in this environment. People appear to be politicians. And I'm just a useless foreign worker. My life is full of question marks. I'm like driving in the thick fog, there is unknown destination. God, would you save me from this hell? I want my situation to be different. I want a healthy body and healthy life. Hope God hears my prayers.
First thing I would like to announce is... My eldest sister just got married. Happy Married Life, Tan Hui Ping! We'll always support you no matter what you decide to do. Do always remember there is no place like HOME. HOME is your shelter, your reliable warmth, and always open to you. =D My mum and my sister. Our family resemblance is strong especially our dimples..haha But, this pix did not show our resemblance. :p Mum and Shura, I miss you all so much. =') How great if you all were here, then the feeling of loneliness would have disappeared. I'm fucking miss you. =') Did you guy get shocked?! Haha Yea.. I went clubbing with this funny-gentle-fishball girl. We went 1 Altitude in Singapore with free entrance. >< We went Altimate club (Level 61) and also the Altitude Gallery Bar (Level 63). Imagine standing on the tallest point of the Singapore, you could experience like standing on the top of the world. Dalang~...
It's been a while I dint write about my life.. Um.. It's unbelievably to say that I have been workings in singapore for 3 months. At first, I felt freaking stressed as I have neither working experience nor internship that required by company prior to working. Anyhow, I perceived myself as lucky person as I obtained many interview opportunities in 2 weeks's time. Thank you so much for those who support me all the while especially my family and besties. Genuinely, you guys made me who I am today. This is a recent pix of me! Haha I look older than before, don't you think so? :) or mature? Blek :p My messy hair, Arsenal jersey, and a sweet smile! Laughing** BUT!! I'm fat now! Fxxk! How sad.. :'( I'm going to keep fit soon! One year ago, I was in England. One year after, I'm in Singapore. Frankly speaking, I miss England so badly. It's the best summer I ever have. No matter how fast the time flies, the memories will still in my mind and it will last f...
大日子 母亲节快乐 ^-^ 中间两位是我这人生中最爱的女人.. 我的外婆和妈妈.. 如果要说谁比较疼我..我觉得是外婆 XD 哈哈哈哈..我是外婆的宝贝孙.. 半年前,我跟我妈妈和外婆大吵一架.. 很难解释的事..到最后,叛逆的我还是选择主动说对不起.. Ah ma, mama,我知道我生气时,所说的话都很难听.. 对不起..我曾经伤害了您们的心.. 我除了孝顺,还要更孝顺.. 希望我永远都是外婆的宝贝孙还有妈妈最引以为傲的女儿..:') 这,是我妈.. 妈~我很爱您..XD 妈~我就是喜欢一直妈~妈~妈~地 我妈会气得哭笑不得.. 我很想念您.. 还记得每次送我去巴士站或火车站,您的眼眶都是红的.. 或抱着我哭.. 我知道您舍不得我,舍不得我去金宝,KL,和SG. 五年了..我都毕业了..我很开心您一直都支持我.. 还记得来我毕业典礼的前一天,您和妹妹碰到小车祸.. 如果我知道您不舒服,我不会要您从槟城赶来.. 我现在做工了.. 我有能力了.. 我会努力规划,来报答您们.. 谢谢您二十三年对我的爱.. 真的很感谢..:') 我真的很爱您..也爱爸爸也爱阿嫲.. 每个家人我都爱.. 爸爸妈妈可以养我们二十多年. 我们可以报答他们多少个二十多年? :') 您们明白吗? 永远要记得.. 百善孝为先. 愿天下每一位妈妈母亲节快乐^_^ 阿嫲爸妈,我爱您们..
快要农历初一了..我现在才来写2013年的感言=.= 就是忍不住..想写在部落格.. 2013年回顾... 年头.. 我不是很开心..某些事发生了..搁置在我心里.. 嘴上说着没事,说着okay,可是心里却伤心得不得了.. 不过这事却让我看清楚谁好谁坏不好.. 很多人说我变了..的确我是变了.. 你对我不好,我就懒得理你.. 四月.. 我终于考完试了.. 那时的我可以算是跟Tarc college说掰掰了 =p 五月.. 我和一班傻傻朋友上演了penang和kampar游记.. 我们都是吃货!!哈哈.. 我很开心..多希望每年都可以跟你们出去一次.. 疯狂一次..在你们面前,可以很傻嗨的..我就是喜欢这样!哈哈 接着.. Tarc college 成绩出了!出奇的好! 我们都毕业了..我们的努力是不会白费的^^ 很开心..这回.....英国的梦想肯定实现了^^ 接着.. loverboy就出发去liverpool了.. 早我一个月去英国>< 有点不甘愿..哈哈哈哈.. 六月... 又是ACCA考试.. 因为这考试,我延迟了飞去英国的时间.. 我每次都考试的= =lll 不过都是真的..AFAians' life就是这样.. 我们很辛苦,但我们相信以后会证明现在的一切都是值得的=） 接着.. 我和fen和倩去clubbing.. 第一次clubbing就献给她们了..哈哈.. 接着.. 我飞去英国了!! 说真的,我知道很羞,但我还是要说..哈哈..这是我人生第一次坐飞机..而且还是坐这么久的飞机.. 英国的梦实现了!! Who say your dreams have to stay just your dreams? It's all about how badly you wanna realise it.=) This is the quote I always tell myself. 接着.. 6月30号.. 能到国外读书开心的心情却只维持一个星期. 这天,我收到了我舅舅的死讯.. 还记得出国...
It's been a long time I dint touch my blog since I went on a trip to Europe. Haha I'm lazyyy. I just finished my ACCA exams. I hope I can pass it but I know the possibility is less than 50%. I'm quite sad. I don't wish to have exams in my future life again. It's stressed and exhausted. I realised one thing the day before yesterday. Love is powerful. I still remembered I hate eating noodle few years ago. Most of my friends know I'm a typical rice eater. And now, I know the differences between like and love. A person who likes you, he knows you hate eating noodle, he will let just it be. A person who loves you, he clearly knows what you dun like, but he still insisted to change you. Now, I started to eat different kind of noodles. Haha. I like Ramen :p A latter changed me. Basically, the girls would say : I'm not myself anymore if you changed me. But, a guy told me you were not with those bad habits when you were born. ...
这篇会很废 我只是想把一切写下来:) 13-09-2013 我考完了试 匆忙地把所有行李放进yellow storage 然后4pm才去买行李 天啊! 5pm集合啊!!! 冷静冷静 我算是迟到了 因为五点多才上巴士 说真的 我超不舍 因为要离开一班来的不易的友谊 我真的爱您们 Elaine, Kenix, Siew Hui, Irene, Miawkim 谢谢给了我这么多美好的回忆 然后以上巴士 就是睡觉 头好疼 因为考试 我才睡5小时=.= 期间巴士有停在休息站 遇见Kaixin, Miawkim, WeiLong, Miko他们.. 哈哈~我插队,我叫weilong和vickie帮我买Mcd 不懂后面人会想砍我吗 真不好意思 欠你们人情 哈哈 过了一阵子 我们到了伦敦 有位长得极象成龙的中年人上了巴士 原来 他就是我们的导游 他很搞笑 超喜欢的^^ 过后 经过伦敦 从伦敦做渡轮横跨英伦海峡 那一小时45分简直是噩梦 渡轮里面很豪华 第一次做这么大的渡轮 可是 Shit! 超级晕船的 我都差点吐了 后来去outside bar看海 漆黑一片 只看见白色海浪 然后还有很冷很冷的风迎面吹来 那时候 没这么晕了 不久后 就抵达Calais Dover(法国卡莱港) 就上了巴士去terminal换长途欧洲专车 来了这边才知道 欧洲对每个巴士司机的要求都很严格 有规定休息几站 几分钟 而且千万不可中罚单(好像很大祸) 然后不可以在巴士吃东西 很serious的 司机很有责任感 每一次驾完后都必须清理 是一定要清理干净 很strict嘞 第一站 Amsterdam,Netherlands. 导游有跟我们说"荷兰薯""荷兰水""荷兰牌"还有"去jor荷兰"的意思!哈哈 很傻下 现在才知道这意思 荷兰很多个地方是个低海拔的地方 然后有很多风车看 然后参观木鞋的制作过程 很有意思 原来以前的荷兰人为了保暖 会在冬天穿木鞋做工 再来是听听乳酪的制作过程 和去尝试不同的乳酪(cheese) 可是找不到我要的blu...
今天 跟家人聊天 方知阿姨进了医院 外婆跟去照顾 希望阿姨赶快好起来 然后 聊到舅舅 眼泪又不知不觉落下了 凶手还是找不到 很快的 就是舅舅49天了 我也许 赶不上舅舅100天忌日 我很难过 不过妈妈说要我放心去游玩 舅舅了解的 最近非常emo 好像常得罪人的 不过我不理会了 我做我自己 最真的自己 你真 我就真 你好 我就好 我就是这样极端的一个人 话说.. 我acca考试及格了 还差两科就完成了Acca 我是有点慢过其他人 不过没关系 我相信我可以的 我及格了 可是 大舅 为什么您没来我梦里道贺? 为什么没出现在我梦里? 告诉我是谁伤害了您,是谁害了您.. 妈妈说要问米,我却不在 舅舅 您到底过得怎样? 可以给我们暗示吗? 心情跌落谷底
去了几个Day Trip.. 1. Cambridge 15072013 Cambrige是一个很多大学和学院的地方.. 其中一间是King's College,著名再别康桥-徐志摩的学院:) 那里有条河,可以让你划船,或者请人划船:) 2.Cheshire Oak 27072013 买了很多东西,都是给家人的. 是很便宜,不过买多了也是觉得贵. 一天可以花这么多,我都震惊了. 很多人之前叫我帮忙买,我都拒绝了. 对不起,不是我骄傲,是因为我用着我爸爸的钱. 然后我还要去Europe Trip,我希望你们能体谅. 3.York 28072013 这个地方叫York.是一个以城墙和火车的地方闻名. 当天去了那里,还看见有人在拍戏. 建筑物满复古的. 然后给你看以前的火车. 事实上,除了看火车和那围墙,都很闷.. 4.Whitby 29072013 这是我去过最漂亮最棒的一个地方!! 它是在海边的.. 一路坐巴士来,风景像极了宫崎骏的画风.. 很有千与千寻和磨女宅急便的地方. 这个地方出名fish & chips. 还有吸血鬼的故事. 这个地方,拍的照片完全不用edit. 太棒了.我highly recommend这个地方. 一定要去. 我还买了我喜欢的蜘蛛^^ 好了..告一段落.. 晚安^^
This Thursday, 18th of July, was his birthday. I didn't give him anything because I didn't know what to buy for him. Also, I didn't celebrate with him..I couldn't go Liverpool. How sad... I'm so sorry, boy.. I am busy with my presentation and test.. Um...whatever.. Life is short, just live it. Yet, I did a video for him. Video making is a very time-consuming matter. Do you believe I used 10 hours to make a 6 minutes video? Haha. It's truth. I needed so much time to complete the video because I'm a computer illiterate. What a good experience! I did put the songs he likes and the pix I like in the video. I like the video very much. How about you? =) Assignment groupmates have been changed. I miss my previous groupmates. We are the most relaxed group ever!! We discussed our asgm with joyfulness and we tried our best in every presentation. This is so-called teamwork!! =) I'm glad to meet you guys =) I'm so tired. I sleep at 4am everyday==||| Jet-lag...
I miss my family and my lovely friends an awful lot.. The weather is 12 degree Celsius right now. I'm feeling cold but I'm kinda enjoying this weather. I don't want hot weather please! Sheffield is a very nice place. I love it very much. You can always see the people around you with smile on their face. They have a good culture. For instances, they say 'I'm sorry' when they block your way or say 'thank you' with a smile when you walk away just not to block their way. You will always listen 'hi', 'sorry' or 'thank you' everyday in Sheffield. If this situation happens in Malaysia...you will figure out some Malaysian are lack of respecting others. No sorry, no thank you. LOL Sheffield has a lot of gardens. The gardens....whoa!! greenish!! I love it. The air is fresh and it feels like there is fucking much oxygen to breathe. Also, one thing I have found out is some animals in UK are quite fat such as cat, dog and pig...